August 2010
So apparently I slept walk more than once on this trip! :( It’s usually the nights where I have trouble sleeping such as tonight so I’m preparing to get up in a bit and hug a pillow as I stand in front of the ac or just call someone. I’m such a freak! </3 Oh well in about 24hours I would be packing to go home yay! <3 I need to go home already because I am pooped out! School...
one way to win my heart
Scratch my back, arm, and/or head until I fall asleep mmmm :D
phew got that out of my system
I wanted to tell you that I LIKE YOU. I wanted to tell you that I LIKE YOU. I wanted to tell you that I LIKE YOU. I wanted to tell you that I LIKE YOU. I wanted to tell you that I LIKE YOU. I wanted to tell you that I LIKE YOU. I wanted to tell you that I LIKE YOU. I wanted to tell you that I LIKE YOU. I wanted to tell you that I LIKE YOU. I wanted to tell you that I LIKE YOU. I wanted to tell you...
I need sleep. This trip totally tired me out. I'm...
mornings aren't pretty :(
oh yeah, that’s a jonas brothers shirt ;)
hi my name is Joanne
I sleep walk :(
What five words do you see?
amyduongg:
christina-lu:
nancychung:
cindyfacee:
disturbingthefcknpeace:
newdeezy:
imkatienorris:
Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time.
I got: Secrets, Kiss, See, Men, Dream.
I got: Thank, You, Based, God
fool, secret, obsession, malice, passion
Rage, me, chat, no, suicide.
Mad, Passion, Rage, Cut, Malice....
West coast is my heart and soul, but I still...
I’m enjoying every minute of this trip!
lame poem I wrote yesterday night, but it helps me...
people tell me,
that perfection is impossible,
but you know what I see?
you make perfection possible.
your smile is delightful,
I get weak on my knees.
your soul is beautiful,
for you my heart is free.
I’m always told,
I fall too deep.
My crush for you just never gets old
for it’s your heart I’d like to keep.
keep holding on
Every time
I get an opportunity to make a wish, I wish for one thing. If you wish hard enough, it’ll come true right?
too much on my mind to sleep :(
double take.
I had one of those dreams where I thought it was true in the moment because it felt so right and so real! I was so happy, until I woke up and then realized it was a dream! Damn, life failed. I’ll hold on if you do too, but guess what you already were.
Man recently my blogs have been random and very confusing, but then my mind feels so much better after I say these things. Damn you...
Have you ever been in a room full of strangers? Then you catch yourself judging every single one of them? I know I have because I’m only human. Well have you ever realized that you should stop? Once you realize that, you spend a good while not judging the people around, but you then start feeling like you’re being judged. And instead of you feeling bad for judging them, you just start...
wow.
My “what if” will continue to be a “what if” :( I wanted to hold on and not let go, from the way you gripped on I don’t think you wanted to either. Damn. You said senior year, one week and three days, officially senior year. Do something about it!
Since I'm a loner in my class and have no where to...
So I follow a couple random things on tumblr just to have good stuff to read here and there. I follow the cute couples tumblr and I remembered when I first discovered the page I read so many old blogs, I didn’t know where the time went. Well recently I’ve noticed that I’m starting to not read their stories as much anymore, I usually just glance at the picture and skim their...
I feel like I'm waiting for something that might...
I find myself checking my phone constantly as if I’m expecting something to happen. I can’t help but to feel anxious. On a positive note, I hope everyday I’m getting closer to whatever it is I’m continiously waiting for. I can only hope. BIG sigh!
I should be reviewing my U.S. history for my subject test, but I am very tired :( I also should be starting my personal statementS! </3 well I’m going to try to sleep, I’m dead tired. Good night, I hope everyone had a good day!
lovegivesmehope:
I always worry about loving her more. Last weekend, she asked how much I love her. I plucked up the reason to show her the ‘list of 300 reasons’ I carry everywhere. She laughed, then took my hand and led me upstairs. Handing me a crumpled piece of paper, she said, ‘I have 316, I win.’ Her LGMH.
I'm continuously seeing shooting stars! God is on...
I'm about to hit my lowest.
vickyslz:
Somebody get ready to catch me.
I won’t catch you, but I’ll put a trampoline so you can get back to the top :) <3
inspiration
I just spent about 2+ hours talking to Tommy Sy about life and our future! It didn’t even feel like it was that long, but yeah it was great. He was so nice by saying very kind things to me,plus he listened. I’m glad I was there for him too. Basically, everything we talked about that was future related gave me inspiration. I’m going to sleep peacefully tonight, thanks neighbor!...
I asked for good luck and a shooting star passes...
I don't miss you, but I just miss our friendship
My friends are my 2nd family
I’m so grateful there are people other than my blood family who care about me unconditionally. Their hugs are full of love! They pull me up and beyond when I am down. Thanks guys, I love you all dearly!
new camera and camcorder for my trip, yay!
I need some good luck please
If I am getting butterflies in my stomach, chills throughout my body, and a huge glowing smile on my face, am I falling once again?
Just hold on and never let go; patience is the key
For once!
I got my hopes up and all though it wasn’t fulfilled to the extent that was played out in my head, I am still very happy :) It’s one of those situations where I take whatever I can get, but even that phrase understates what it does feel like! I just know I was in a very good place.
=/
Dad, sorry I’m not the 4.7, 2400 daughter you had wanted. I’ve tried my best in high school. Even though I don’t have those scores trying to explain to you everything I have accomplished in high school has made me realized I might have a shot in life.
At the end of high school I can say, I’ve completed 6 years of math, 8 AP classes, one sport, 2 years of SAGATHS, one year...
mother nature is contagious
oc fair
heheh yesterday @ the OC was great :) I love my friends, I truly do! It was seriously just a nice day. Despite the fact that I was super tired from sleeping for only one hour -___- at denny’s you can tell I was dead. I was just happy and enjoying my time :) yay! It all felt so right<3
I'm terrible at reading lips, dont ever ask me to.
mother and daughter moment
So I come back from practice and I go to my mom’s room to talk to her because she needed a favor! What happened instead was that I got caught up in watching the Vietnamese drama movie she was watching. I went from sitting on the floor onto lying on the bed. We ended up finishing the whole movie and we found each other in tears! She asked why I was crying and I simply laughed then looked at...
everyday I go to yourhs.com
Damn pictures hurry! LOL I know I’m not the only one checking and waiting too! Liars, it’ll be up one-two days pshhh LOL
mixed feelings!
I hate that I must distract myself so that I won’t think about all the anger inside of me. Even though in the moment it is great and I am enjoying my time, when I am at home in the quiet, it sure kicks in pretty hard! :(
How is a person suppose to heal from something like that? =/
I try to think of how I’m living the summer life, sitting around eating, watching tv, and doing nothing!...
yayayayyaya!
no more stupid hd2, hello blackberry again <3
odd thought
My parents always tell me that the right guy is a guy that makes me happy and all they ask from him is to be respectful. Respectful in a sense where he knows how to say hi and by when he is in their presence. Odd thing is today my dad was like hey…you know _______ is a very nice person. I like how he says hi when he comes over. He is very respectful. What is my dad trying to say? blah mixed...
You don't understand how great it feels to be...
SCREW the scale, it’s about time I just start being comfortable with myself without worrying about how much I weigh
LoveGivesMeHope
whenever I see a new post from this tumblr I’m so excited!
surprisesurprisesurprise
the love of a mom is just so beautiful
lovegivesmehope:
Last December, my mom committed suicide after a lifelong struggle with depression. Yesterday, I found a picture of my mom holding me when I was a baby, her forehead touching mine, eyes closed, smiling in complete bliss. On the back she wrote “I love you always -Mommy.” Mama, your never-ending love GMH.
I dislike using profanity
It’s not natural for me to say f-this and f-that, but when I think of you, F-YOU plays in my head over and over and over again -_________- What you do is inhuman sometimes. I was just there at a point where I found peace with you and now back to square one, if there was a step before that it would be there. I hate that I have an ounce of anger in my body! F-YOU. Your words don’t fool...
You make me so angry.
good old dirty dozen days again
and it feels so good :) Jersey Short reunited us LOLLL <3
lovegivesmehope:
A few years ago two young twin boys were playing. A driver jumped the curb and was going to hit one of them. The other brother pushed his twin out of the way of the car, giving his life so that his brother would continue living. The love of twins gives me hope.
Look what I found when I opened my awesome...
WOOOOOO for SAGATHS right ;)
