November 2009
once again,
Today continued to suck, I tried eating again, but once again -___- I can’t hold anything. I had some clam chowder, but I’m having trouble not to throw up again. Then I get yelled at for laying in bed, DUDE I get it I’m not doing anything but I don’t feel well. My mom needs to let me rest -_- she made me cry. I just feel like crap all over and nothing has gone well today....
hahahah
my dad just said what the f… I’ve really never heard him cuss besides saying shit when he does something wrong! wow!
what a sad day...
today sucks; I can’t go shopping because I have too much homework, I can’t do homework because I’m too sick :( wtf. I hardly ate yet I still threw up for the 4th day in the row! I have nothing left to throw up! :( My heads all hurting from the flu, yet it’s all dizzy from being hungry. I’m just really confused! Ughhh maybe I’ll try to do more homework later, but...
pre-thanksgiving dinner,
was a success I believe so. The turkey was delicious, thanks jazmin and raynise! plus jeanette who bought us the turkey. The ham was also very goood! (: that’s a thanks to pat for letting us use her oven and then bring it :) mmmmm everything was good, the grace we had said before the dinner was hilarious and i believe recorded. A lot of funny pictures! There was also a nice little toast,...
what a day,
It was really out of the ordinary. Good, bad, who can really say. Heading to bed soon, I am very tired. Goodnight.
brr :(
It’s very cold tonight, but my dad said that’s just me getting sick :( sweats, sweater, fluffy socks, blankets, just don’t cut it when it comes to keeping warm! :( I want to sleep soon, lab then sleep :)
By doing nothing,
says a lot.
random thoughts of tonight,
today marks seven months, pretty crazy. my fingers hurt from over cutting the nail. I’m almost done reading, but there’s the humanities book after. I took a really long nap today and it helped because I feel pretty good right now. Huckleberry Finn isn’t that bad. I understood my stats homework! I can’t wait to get a full nights rest tonight. Lunch with the girls...
I don't know...
What’s been wrong with me lately I’ve just lost hope for everything. I feel like it’s hard to express emotions to anyone, but if I don’t it seems like I don’t care and that isn’t the case. It’s a lot easier to mope around and not care about anything right now, I guess I lost a sense of hope. I need something good to just happen I guess, something to wake...
sunday!
hour 3 of my bread making, I hope it turns out okay! i want those 50 points :( if only I had time to make this at least once so I know what to do! :( oh well now if it’s good yay good bread, if not I still must eat it :( I can see it rising! :) today is very relaxing and I wish it can last longer<3
halloween;
not quite what was expected, but that’s just how it was
